Oh lordy, I'm Posting Again
I don't know why I stopped posting, but I should begin anew. It may even be therapeutic. BearBlog dot dev is a fantastic service worth its five bucks a month, and I've just let it go as I went about my life.
I'm basically off social media, at least in the just-posting-to-post sense. I don't mind sharing the things I'm doing, I just don't have the energy to do so. Mindless scrolling is easy; it's also unhealthy, and I keep finding myself back to the infinite scroll apps and then experiencing anxiety from the things I see. Are we living in a degraded, rule-less world that has erased what little gains mankind has made in crawling out of the muck of history? Yessir. As an answer, I just want to plant my trees and help my wife establish our garden.
The kids are 5 and 3 now. That's insane...it's insane how fast time moves forward, and the babies become children, and the world's hostility toward their future can only be abated by my effort for them, for whom I hope to leave a legacy of love. I dunno, man. I just dunno.